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I'm in a dilemma right now. Should i or should i not? Haih, staying outside is not piece of cake. Especially your're renting a room from your friend and his cousin is staying in the house. In whatever you do, you go to see people's face. So now on my problem, I'm staying in a house in the master bedroom right now at a discounted rate. And now, the house owner's cousin is trying to get me to share the room with someone else. I've told him so far that i prefer to stay alone but of course the final decision still lies with my friend who's the house owner whether he wants to rent the space out. But then hor, his cousin asked me just now - what would you do if the house owner decides to rent the space out? That's the dilemma now.
I stand by here saying that i don't wanna stay with anyone in this huge big room. That's not because i'm selfish or anything, it's just too much of a hassle to stay with someone who i don't even know. Even if you ask me to share a room with someone i know, i would still have to think twice before deciding what more to say that this is a complete stranger to me.
I take this matter seriously because i consider this room my mini home. My real home is a few thousand kilometers away from here and is "oversea". Therefore, it is important for me to have a space of my own to do the things i want without having to look at people's face. After a tough and tired day at college where i also have to see people's face before doing anything, i treasure the option where i can get back to my mini home and snug comfortably on my bed. This is also the space where i can do things according to my choice - not see people face.
Privacy is a matter where some people do not care but hell I CARE. I need a space for myself to study, play guitar, use the internet, talk on the phone, walking around nude ( wahaha dun even imagine in ) and also do crazy stuff. Besides this, i'm a person who's nocturnal. I sleep in the morning and is only active at night. There aren't that many people in this world who can stay with me as i study in the wee hours of the morning and also sleep early in the morning. My daily routine of life is just upside down from what people would consider a normal living.
But again, because i rent this room at a discounted rate, i've got to see people's face. On the other hand, his cousin is saying that it's unfair because the room i stay in can fit 2 person which means i dont pay the full amount and still want to stay alone. He even said i could consider changing rooms with him if i got a matter or privacy and he can stay with his classmate. But the point is, why do i wanna swap a room with hot shower bath and is CLEAN with his dirty scrumpy small room? I must be mad to do it. I would also like to say that the master bedroom can fit two. But the purpose of it is so that husband and wife can stay in the same room. WTF i don't have a wife and i got to see the face of someone i don't care about in the only place where i can really relax and do whatever bullshit i want. I really wonder. If he does choose to force me to accept his friend, i think i'll have no choice but to move out lor. HAIH..... Sien lar like this. Come here also have to accept the culture here adi, now somemore have to accept your mindset. DIU...
Oh ya, don't get me wrong in the part of helping friends.
Zhen Yu
From Kuala Lumpur
