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Its 3.48 a.m in the morning here and im blogging here. I am also having SPM examination, the maths paper tomorrow morning. What the heck am i doing here? God knows...
I'm having a headache right now but i still cant fall asleep. The screen looks kind of blur to me now as i go tapping on my keyboard. Lets get past this. I'm not important anyway. Anyway, just wanted to share a song which i've been listening to for the past 2 hours. Its kinda stuck in my head now so i'm gonna share it with you guys.
This song stirred up my emotions and thoughts so much that i think my head is gonna burst anytime right now. A lot of memories are gliding past my head right now and so i cant sleep even if i want to or even if im having a headache. There no one to talk to about my feelings and condition so i guess the lyrics will give you a maybe a picture of what im going through right now.
遗忘
演唱:明道+黃玉榮
中文詞:柯呈雄 詞曲:Goran Kralj
好不好 我想知道 離開我以後 是否很幸福
忘不了 又得不到 這痛苦 又太清楚
Where are U now? 現在過得好不好
I’ll be home 等待你的回答
Don’t say Good-bye 等你回來
突然的離開 叫我如何能釋懷
我會更勇敢 只要你回來
Where are U now? 現在過得好不好
I’ll be home 等待你的回答
Where are U now? 別再假裝記不了
我的好 被你統統都遺忘掉
Where are U now? 現在的你好不好
不重要 你已不再愛我
Where are U now? 別再裝作你忘啦
我的好 早就被你都遺忘掉
Where are u ? U took it away from me
I will hold on for ever more
別擦去 這最美好的過去 我們相愛過的記憶
Where are u ? U took it away from me
I will hold on for ever more
End
Anyone know how i feel right now? I guess no one will.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH...........................
I guess this is the best way to start this post. In just 2 more days, my high school life ends. Gosh... i cant describe the feeling im having right now. When it was in the starting of the year, we all rejoiced because there will be no more school after SPM but now i feel, Gosh.. high school life ends just like this. I cant tell whether im happy or sad or even how i feel right now. Just 2 more days and my tenure of 12 long years comes to an end.
Yeap, 12 long years.
I still remember the times when i was in kindergarten, CEC. I can still remember the name of the class i was in, JK6. All these happened 12 long years ago. The best friends in the school were made during these times. The first friend i made is Khue Ju Piau. Remember those days when i read Peter and Jane series with him. Both of us could finish this series before the time allocated and so thats how we became friends as we had the time to chat and play with each other. He is still my friend now as we still keep in contact though he changed school after UPSR and we still go out ocassionally with a few of our " gang ". Another cute boy i knew during that time is Chen Kah Choon. Anyone remembers??? Haha
Fast forwarding to Junior 1, i made friends with a few more people and now they are still my friends till now. I've known people like Ji Lyn during these years. But i have to admit, junior 2 was my most prosperous of my young life. During this time, our so called 4 big sky god was formed. It comprised of me, Ju Piau, Han Kuan and Yew Chiang. Yep, only those who know me since young will know what am i saying right now. Michelle, u can understand right? haha
And so the years in junior passed just like that. Its was a wonderful experience to do so many things together like say trade Pokemon cards, doing homework, playing badminton and playing our game boy's together. There was even a time where the four of us would purposely go to the library in the morning just to finish the Monkey God series. Gosh...those were just the times.
Not to forget Chun Han, too bad he choose to skip a level after passing the PTS. Guess what, i used to sit next to Patricia Kong during Junior 4. And how can i forget Seow Kim Foo. He is seriously the most underestimated guy in the whole form i guess. Thats because he never works hard enough. There was a time where i remember he worked hard for 1 term to prove us wrong and boy did he prove us wrong. He got 2nd in the whole form just losing to our God-Like Poi Kuan. Too bad he stopped after that. The only time Poi Kuan was beaten to 1st place in the whole form was by my dear friend Tang Yew Chiang. He got the first and only blood int the whole school. Boy oh Boy... Oh, almost left out Chee Peng. He was consistenly the highest demerit boy in the whole form. Teachers all say no hope for him but look at him now, he's a prefect in Smk Cheras. Who say no hope??
To Be continued..... ( P:s : Pics to come after this ) =)
Ms Long would have been proud of me =)
And cut out the similarities... Poof!! The answer?
I can solve trigonometry Ms Fam!!
Saving the best for the last
If i had the guts to do this in exams... I salute you Peter!!
Zhen Yu
From Kuala Lumpur
